polaroids:age 19 4/14/00 new polaroid camera testage 19 4/12/00 new polaroid cameraage 15 gothish years
"teenage angst has paid off well, now i'm bored and old"
"self appointed judges judge more than they have sold"
-serve the servants (nirvana)

i'm not a big computer geek like i once was, just a loser that plays guitar and works all the time now. i don't touch doom anymore except for maybe once a year to reminisce or play a TC that someone wanted me to check out. i don't like new games simply because i can't find the time to really get into them, not that i'm scared that people will think i'm a big dork or anything, i could give a lesser shit about that : )

i remix stuff and make music when i'm really bored and stuck at home for a while. i don't consider myself a gothfreak anymore but it was fun, i just moved a town away into this land of cornfields and farm shit and i hate it, i haven't been to a party since i started working. i still write sometimes but i can't really base my life around it anymore, that be not healthy my lad.

i'm that wierd guy at school that never really spoke unless spoken to. i'm pretty much the same way at work. its not that i'm anti-social or that i hate people or anything, i'm just used to it and it never really was a big part of my life. i'm a free-thinking space case. well now you know i guess.